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2010 - A year of firsts.
As the curtain of 2010 is about to be drawn in few hours time, it's kind of hard for me to bid this year goodbye. 2010 was nonetheless the best year that I've experienced so far; it had the nice balance between the good and the bad, the dramatic and monotonous events that happened this year. I would say 2010 was like my comfort food; sugary and crispy on the outside, but soft and gooey in the inside.

Before this year ends and the new year begins, I would like to apologise to those I've unintentionally hurt (you know who you are).

The reason why I titled 2010 as the year of firsts was simply because I went to the cinema for the first time this year and my first movie was Valentine's Day some where during Chinese New Year. 2010 was a year to overcome my phobia. 2010 was a year of learning and struggle due to the commencement of the dreaded 3 capital letters : SPM. Also, 2010 was a year of constant worrying, you worry whether will be selected for National Service, you worry whether will you be able to squeeze all those information in 2.5in thick reference books into your puny brain in a short span of time and let it remain there, you worry whether will be scoring distinctions in all subjects you'd signed up for SPM. Gosh, so much of worrying had caused me to have more white hair growing on my scalp.

Drama? I had a fair share of dramatic events this year. I shall not go into them as it hurts thinking about them.
Monotonous? Yeah, the constant studying/cramming periods that all of us had to go through.
Come to think of it, ironically, the last time we actually spend together in school was when we were all sitting in the examination halls, trying frantically to retrieve every single trace of memory while sitting for the subject. The best part was, almost everyone was in the similar situation and sat in the similar poses while cracking the code of the question.

Nonetheless, I've got a great deal of good memories of this year. Prefect camp, Ace Ed-venture's Ace Got It Liao farewell dinner, Graduation ceremony at sunway university college, Prefect dinner, Movie outings @ Sunway Pyramid, Surprise birthday celebrations @ Itallianies, Farewell parties for Mico, Vivien and Edward. Oh, and 5F's class party too. I had loads of fun. Thanks guys!

2010 changed my perspectives. Being in the last class of pure science stream wasn't as bad as I imagined. You really have wacky classmates, not to mention eccentric ones too! Although my class is slightly clique-y, I still like my class as I have plenty of people to talk to. :)

Have yourself a joyous new year's eve my friends! Once 2010 is gone, only precious memory is left. Go on, bask yourself in the splendid glory of 2010's sunshine before it's gone. Thank you for the memories, and I sincerely hope to see you soon too! Take care! :)

Cheerios!

Welcome back.
I've must have not blogged for a darn long time. In fact, i forgotten what was the password for my google account. Yay me. -__________-

SPM's done and over with for now but i'm still busy with parties, outings at sunway pyramid and also brushing up on stuff required for college. :) not to mention, worry about my ns.

When we were younger, the first thing on our mind is (well most of us): I want to grow up fast. Ironically, when you've hit your teens you wished that we wouldn't have to grow old.
When you're 17 and you realised that you've less than 3 years to enjoy your teenage years, you suddenly feel foolish for wishing that you have to grow up fast when you were younger. It's worse when you've done with your SPM as you will be parting ways with all your secondary school friends, grow up, go to college, get a job etc.

As the clock ticks the last few seconds of your secondary school life, trust me, you'll feel the tinge of sadness as you leave the exam hall; not because the exam's over, but because you'll never know when will you be seeing each other again. Sure, you have twitter or facebook or skype, but i feel that it's different than seeing people in real life. After all, seeing people in real life is real, not virtual.

Things in real life, meanwhile, is not as protective as what we've enjoyed for the past 17 years.

Gosh, growing up is hard. I don't want to sound cliche, seriously, but growing up is hard.
People judge you not only by the amount of knowledge you have but more importantly the quality of your thinking (!). Guess that's why colleges offer thinking skills as a compulsory subject in Cambridge A-Levels. .__. Let's hope that it'll make us a more holistic person.

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Creativity at its height defying gravity.
Spoiler alert. If you're not aware that i'm a fan of kpop or if you're not a fan of kpop, you can might as well skip my current post. I'm serious. :)

I shall start with.. SHINee - Hello.



This song is superb and it's easy to fall in love with this rather than lucifer. It took me a while to actually get used to their new image. Don't get me wrong, i still love lucifer (the song, not the devil) too.

Onew looks weird, i think he needs a hair cut. Key's attire is attention grabbing, but seeing him in red from head to toe (excluding hair) looks a wee bit disturbing. yikes. Jonghyun is HOT as usual, and Minho sang! Taemin, ah taemin. :D Have i ever mentioned that you're getting much more adorable? Frankly, i didn't really like taemin, but now i seriously think i have to change my perception towards you, oh, and towards SHINee as a whole too.

Bottom line, SHINee and taemin included is grabbing my attention! :D By the way, check out the white gigantic teddy bear in the MV! *swoons*

BEAST - Soom and Clenching a Tight Fist!
Yay! :D BEAST's back! They won today's Music Bank and i kind of like/love the MV and the song for Soom. Clenching a tight fist is not bad too, but i prefer the former than the latter. Soom and Clenching a tight fist. Choose your pick!

U-Kiss - Before yesterday and Be Quiet (some video subs say Shut Up! instead of be quiet)
I don't think before yesterday is released yet but be quiet was okay for me. The dance moves were a bit weird. :O I'm waiting for the release of before yesterday. I suddenly thought of Eli doing the pigeon dance during Let's Go! Dream Team when i saw him dancing live on Music Bank's stage. LOL

Ga-in - Irreversible
I like her outfit and the concept of her performance on stage and it's kind of cool. It looked a bit like the Brown Eyed Girls' Sign. I have not checked out the MV yet though, but her preview of the other song Truth freaked me out. She sounded so creeepy.

2NE1 - Can't Nobody, Go Away and Clap Your Hands
I loved these three songs, and i still do. YGEntertainment is my main bias, naturally Big Bang and their juniors, 2NE1 have a special place in my heart. :) Big Bang was their back-up dancers for Clap your hands. :D

MC Mong - Sick till i can die
Heck, i keep replaying this song. It's daebak. Make a come back soon! :)

In a nutshell? Thank goodness that the autotune is out for now (temporarily, at least). I wanna listen to nice melodic songs. :) Not to say i don't like autotune songs, but it's just that i wanted something different, a change. Speaking of which, i felt like changing my blogskin. Hmm.


On the other hand, i want to watch Seung Gi's My Girlfriend is a Nine-Tailed Fox / Gumiho terribly. Those who subscribe to Astro Beyond will be able to catch this show on SBS. T____T

I love you from now on by Lee Seung Gi. I think it's the show's OST, not really sure. And when i came home from school today, my sister was watching some pre-independence drama on KBS which somehow reminded me of IRIS, but this show's way gun cheong (read that in cantonese) than IRIS. If i watched that at night, i think i can't sleep at all. The image i saw was a lady in red being hung on a noose for not wanting to cooperate with the japanese mafia or something like that. oh crap.

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You took me for a joy ride
Left, and took the other.
I'm not
And i won't blame you.
In fact,
I would say,
Thanks for everything,
teaching me a thing or two,
being there when i needed a
friend the most.

Random line in my head. I was figuring whether to put this here to make my post look longer. XD

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Cherrios! :)
Off for supper. G'nite!

p/s: shit, my chemistry homework is still undone! D: and my headache is annoying me.

By the time we're 21, we're gonna be hardcore party goers.
That was a random thought. I suddenly thought of the graduation party about two weeks ago. How time flies, doesn't it?

Go to my facebook page to view the photos. I'm kinda lazy to update it here as the internet connection's being a pain today.

I'm currently hungry and pretty much restless.
Plus, i'm getting really worried over two things, my trials and my preparations for the upcoming trials. I think i seriously screwed up my official trials. Great, just great, I'm doomed, kaput, finished. D:
늦은 밤 비가 내려와 널 데려와
젖은 기억 끝에 뒤척여 나
너 없이 잘 살 수 있다고
다짐 해 봐도 어쩔 수 없다고
못하는 술도 마시고
속 타는 맘 밤새 채워 봐도
싫어 너 없는 하루는 길어 빌어
제발 잊게 해달라고 (거짓말이야)

 -From: Big Bang's smash hit, Lies-
I feel kind of sad when i read these lyrics. Although in the MV, TOP got 'killed' by a something that looked like a pineapple, but still that song deserves some praise okay. And I'll never get sick of that song. Ha.
I feel ________ (you fill in the blank) right now. Use your imagination to fill in the blank! :)

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toodles! :)